A little over a decade ago I found myself in debt… again!
During the peak of the real estate boom in Southern California I shared my frustrations with a friend. He mocked my concern and said I was being trivial. He suggested I take the same approach he did. He consolidated his debt using a home equity line of credit. As the saying of the times went, “if you can finance it, you can afford it.”
HELOC’s, as I saw it, were not much different than payday loans, just another form of debt transfer. When I became obsessed with debt elimination, I was determined to pay off debt, not transfer it from one institution to another.
The real reason I decided against consolidation was that I had done it before and the result was, well, a failure. What started out as debt consolidation turned into debt escalation!
Einstein once defined insanity, “doing the same thing over and over and expecting different results.”
In the 80’s and the heyday of high interest mortgages and loans, credit was being given away like water was before it was bottled. My debt load had grown; I’d filled up the credit cards.
Even American Express had jumped into the game of revolving credit with their own line of incredibly overpriced products. I could not resist the purchase of an Amstrad portable computer for a mere $89 per month… the straw the broke the camel’s back.
Before long American Express wasn’t happy, Visa was frustrated with me, and Sears was downright mad. Even the mortgage payments were treading on thin ice. At then, when I thought I would never make it through, salvation came in the form of a white envelope from ITT Financial Services.
The envelope contained several pre-printed checks. All I needed to do was fill out the name of the payee and the amount. Within minutes my Amex, Visa and Sears accounts were paid in full. The weight of the world was lifted from my shoulders. And I now had 3 cards wide open and ready for charges, and a 21% unsecured loan to repay ITT for several thousand dollars. It was like playing musical chairs with my debt.
The Sears account was closed right away, because it was the “smart thing to do.” But I still needed credit card, or so I had convinced myself. I could afford the monthly payment to ITT Financial, but once again the charge cards were run up and I was again facing financial Armageddon.
Einstein once said “The definition of insanity is doing the same thing over and over but expecting a different result”
I had gone a little crazy in the late 90’s but I learned from my earlier experience. Instead of playing musical chairs with my debt and paying more in the long run, I faced my debt head on. In the end, taking responsibility and working through the pain of paying off the debt has taught me once and for all, if I can’t afford to pay cash, I can’t afford it.
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